Im so sick of being lied to. Im sick of being treated like a mug and worse by this woman who thinks its ok to just string me along and play games with my head and my heart.
Yeah i know people are gonna say i allow it by continuing to give her opportunities to do it. I want to stop this shit. Ive blocked deleted unblocked re-added so many times its beginning to make me ill.
If you love someone you dont constantly lie to them, you dont cheat on them either and you sure as there is a hole in my arse get yourself pregnant with another mans baby then tell your ex about it ffs.
So my wonderful ex has now announced her pregnancy on facebook yet probably hasnt told anyone she still tells me she loves me, no one knows i was back home for weeks in september/october and that she cheated on me nor do they know about the day we spent together when she was so drunk the landlady at pub refused to serve her anymore and i had to carry her over my shoulders to the car ffs
The lies and miss information have turned people against me because she portrays herself as a nice person. She used to be nice now shes just a nasty vile piece of work.
Deflect all you want, lie all you want because one thing is sure. You will not destroy me. I will not allow myself to go back into depression over you. The truth will always come out and i was sober throughout you were not.
But this ironically will turn out to be the best thing to happen for me because now i have had to open my eyes. I may not be the best looking, the slimmest, have no savings etc but i will find someone who treats me the way i deserve. I used to think you were too good for me! Think its the other way round because if i loved someone i wouldnt ever do the things you’ve done.
Having bipolar is not an excuse to act like a cunt and ruin peoples lives but i will take this opportunity to thank you. Thank you for showing me what a lucky escape i just had. Thank you for making that switch from love to hate possible and thank you for finally making me see you the way all my real friends have for years. Spot on is all i will say.